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Into The Blue

by Jeremy White

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1.
I need whiskey for my hangover Whiskey for my hang I need whiskey for my hangover Whiskey! I need money to make some money Money to make some money Money to make some money I need money! I need the love that broke my heart man The love that broke my heart The love that broke my heart I need that love! I need the hair of the dog!
2.
Ultraviolets 03:52
Dismembered and emaciated There's no way to anticipate it The pain is underrated You learn how to make it I've been staring at your paintings of the Martians and the dead The cats call me a zombie and I'm singing for my meds The flowers in the windowsill in the 2nd frame still kill The ultraviolets bleed into my eyes Shut 'em and I see you tonight Misgendered and elated There's no way to escape it The joy is underrated They teach you how to fade it I'm all colored out I'm all lit up I'm winding down I'm all lit up
3.
I'd be a jukebox for you Any song you wanna hear Put a quarter in my mouth And lend an ear I'd be a runner for you Anything I can get here To put that smile back on your face And wipe away these days of Tears with you I've tried everything Now we're sniffing glue To take away this headache Wishing it was new Rain is pounding on the roof And the truth is soaking through I fear there's no patching the sky this time I can't gather flowers constantly And gun down all your enemies I step to the plate for you and a broken bat is The only proof So I'll be leaving soon With Ellen now Into the blue I'm sick of sniffing glue To take away this headache Wishing it was new I've been on repeat since yesterday There's nothing new under the sun to say It's all there if you want it bad enough But tonight A bunch of songs And a burned out Lazarus candle are The only proof And I just can't keep on slipping the noose Over and over again for you So I'll be leaving soon With Ellen now Into the blue
4.
Sometimes I play in traffic - sometimes I just play My favorite birthday present was a can of lead-based paint I dream about the water but the ocean makes me sick I wish you and I could leave before they have to make us quit I see your face in the moon long after you have gone I hear you in the room when I sing another song The silence never leaves but it's barely even here I feel you in the unwinding of time and space and light Sometimes I ache for laughter - sometimes I just ache My most hated memories are ones I never chose to make My nightmares only soothe me when reality is a chore You brought me burning suns when all my days were such a bore
5.
Gardenbrain 03:55
We may break but we won't bend New beginnings never end I'll remember everything you said Long after I'm dead Flowers in my brain at night Living with this It's all the light I've been on repeat Since yesterday Yeah, everything decays I love you anyways We may stop - we may start Lift a finger - break a heart The water's clean on the other side I'll meet you there Diseased At ease
6.
You say you want the best for me I think you want the best for you You say you wanna save me from hell You wanna save yourself You say you've got a helping hand It's heavy and full of sand You see, I've already got two of those Hope you understand It's an offering call at the beggar's ball For another hollow man Quicker hands, deeper pockets Just because you can Tell 'em what they wanna hear The money rolls in the door You call me cynical The fruit I tasted was rotten to the core And I can't help feeling like you knew it If I was you I swear I wouldn't do it Pray our souls to keep in the shallows and the deep Cause everybody's bleeding and the sharks are on feeding time It's doesn't keep me up at night Wondering what's after this You call it apathy Me? I couldn't care less I spent years splitting hairs There ain't much left on my head I still find my own meaning Even if it's all meaningless I don't aim to preach But I fear that I might be Turning into everything That drove me out of your reach All of this is easily said Sitting where I sit Honestly I'm not sure Why I still give a shit But you were just a garden snake Living off the congregation May even know who you are If you can remember who I am
7.
Wasting away in the waiting room Lost the insurance to the baby boom Pedaling on a treadmill lawn To fill my cavities and pay the loss Best not be late... Hurry up and wait On the clock for a better way Pedaling on a treadmill lawn Going green... going, going, gone What scooped the soul out of my eyes? Staring too long at the idea of a prize? Spin around a cul-de-sac that never spits you out Broke the lowest rung on the ladder It didn't make a sound Shattered another mirror cause I've never had the need To smile through rotten teeth that laugh right back at me Funnel the disease into the song To fill my cavities and pay the loss
8.
You can try whatever you like You can try whatever you want on me Send a pipe bomb to my door Piss all over my floor Break my guitars in two You can do whatever you want to me But you best leave her alone You can try whatever you like You can try whatever you want on me Call me screaming on the phone Show up outside my home Threaten to beat me blue You can do whatever you want to me But you best leave her alone You can try whatever you like You can try whatever you want on me Take a swing from the back Tie me down to the tracks While you hide behind your goons you can do Whatever you want to me But you best leave her alone Cause man, it's spineless and cold You beat up on what you can't control But this is dead and you're living proof You can do whatever you want to me But you best leave her alone
9.
San Diego 06:51
We tried to reach you over and over again Thought you might've gone and spent your last rainy day We wanted to know if you were okay I hope San Diego's been the change you needed here I'm glad you got the guts to up and disappear We tried to reach you over and over and over again We figured you were out on the ghost town with your new friends Or off taking selfies in the cemetery again We wanted you to know you've been missed Now that Tommy's dead And Mary found god Annie's in Colorado Frankie's on the nod You don't wanna lose track but you will You don't wanna lose track but you will You don't wanna look back but you will We tried to reach you over and over again

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released November 12, 2021

Lance Koehler on drums
Chris Langhans on bass
Mixing and Mastering by Lance Koehler
@ Minimum Wage Recording

Album cover photo by Rachel Pruett @raychillcreates

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Jeremy White Richmond, Virginia

Artist working out of Richmond, VA. Experimenting with words and sounds.

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